I told you I felt one coming on..

In one two three four
out five six seven eight
nine
ten
remember you
then breathe again.
In one two three four
out five
(lap to rest in)
six
(reassuring whisper)
seven
(comfy squeeze)
eight
(warm bed waiting)
nine
(cool breeze, hold my hand tighter)
ten. Forget this
remember you
then breathe again.
Its magic.
deep breaths
and magic.